Its all lies, Darling…

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I was scared today and not just because i realised how much and what i can do but what i have lost. Friends, family, opportunities and more. And i would lie if i said i dont feel alone most times.
I do.
Perhaps even to share the best,i do.
Alone though.
And even the few you have, they are just too far to understand.

Sometimes i sit down and i see so much, i hear so much and i want to cry because what is being said is true.
Somehow.

But something deep inside keeps whispering that i can do it. I can figure it out. Its easier to judge. I know. Maybe their lives suck and they want to drag mine with them.
Maybe.
And sometimes you want to fight or shout out that, am not that or this or its them not me.
Blame.
And maybe sometimes, they just dont care.
Perhaps
Its all in my head.

I, you can figure it out. I, you will figure it out however challenging. Perhaps  Small scares are JUST small and big scares are JUST big.
Perception.
And well you know what they say. If your dreams dont scare you they aint big enough.

PLease lemme know your wonderful thoughts and what your fears are on the comments section below. Perhaps we can overcome our fears together! ☺

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SMITTEN..

By you

 I am
Me and all my pride
I choose to
Appreciate today
Here

I love the way you walk with grace
The way you laugh
It makes me smile
Everytime.
Am not sure
Maybe you notice
Or not?

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I laugh when you are high
           You look
            Gentle
            Vulnerable
It reminds me you are human

I blushed when you held my eyes this time
And last time…..
I know
I should keep this in my head
But then
I want to remember
You
Even when i find a new YOU!

I could imagine us

BUT
Am not sure you like us
First move?
No
Perhaps
Never
I love my happy place 
And you
Make the first move
Haha