The cracks on my feet

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Rumble like drums near a fire
They twist and dance
To a music so foreign
It hurts

The cracks are slow
Somewhat bitter
Sweet to the other turn
It hurts

My feet step as though burnt
By a fire so foreign
Turn me the other way my love
It hurts

Cornrows

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Do not let my cornrows fool you
They sit tight
But they loosen sometimes

This little hairs peek
It’s growth
Slow but incremental

Do not let my cornrows fool you
They shrink when cold
But elongate when stretched

This little ends
They curl sometimes
Their beauty only visible to a careful eye

 

Mess

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Knocked in
Knocked out
My head
A valley of trouble
Misfortune A day

Breathed in
Still not empty
Someone said focus
I heard refocus
Breathed in
Got lost again

Someone help
Am a mess

Misunderstood

Sometimes I feel like I found it

But then I start feeling lost again

And I want to run

Just to breath

Something

Anything

To feel welcome

Accepted

But I guess I have to keep looking

Until I find it

Because for now

I feel Misunderstood

Beauty Of The Mind

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I feel like am preparing for battle
Soon
But
My armour is not strong enough
For this i will lose
Sometimes
My mind tells me different
That I can come up from within
I shall concur it all
Maybe focus on the now
Strengthen this part of my spirit
And
Perhaps a win against my greatest foe?

Fall for You

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Photo courtesy of Black Panther

 

I dont know if its the mirrors in my house

They lie

That am this African goddess

Every part of me oozes

Sometimes i like believing this little lies

That i can be black and beautiful

Even when am pushing down

To get them abs

Or dancing to Davido

Or sometimes when am oiling my braids

I think i love the lies

At least they seem real in my eyes

And I like the mirror’s perception too

A little back

The struggle was real

To accept that i was beautiful

In the midst of this faces

with silky hair, lean

I have come to love my curves

The big shape that shapes my forehead

I just dont want to turn heads anymore

For somewhere deep

I know i can turn my own head

And i love every dark part of me

 

Grey Colors

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I could see the streets through you

The grey colors staring

The laugh of the wind

The funny characters in your head

and the majestic glory of the sun

You are love

Life

You are the present

TATATA

 

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Sometimes I cried in my sleep
Sometimes I cried loudly and everyone could hear
But they were too far to help
To understand
Perhaps it all came down to me
My mind
The root to all my Unhappiness
I desperately wanted to blossom like this flower am holding
Part of me so dying
I could say I felt so good
I could say death was my awakening
To realize that my mind is a fiction of what could be, what was and what might not be

 

Glimpses of light
I heard welcome home and I rushed
The beauty of light
Divine
The embrace was magical
Like a new born baby or a lover with his soul
Divine
I can only hear one sound now
Tatata (The suchness of life)
Beauty

“…..Ultimately, proof lies not in intellectual arguments, but in being touched in some way by the sacred within and without.” -Eckhart Tolle

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